My Dream's are now reality

I woke up the next morning feeling slightly weak, but well rested. What had happened last night? It seemed so unrealistic! Demetrius, Lysander and Helena were lying around me when I woke. Everything form the night before was just a blur in my mind. The others said they hardly remembered anything either. I guess it was all just a dream!
Today I feel very happy, the best I've felt in some time! I have wonderful news! Lysander and I are more in love then ever and are now officially getting married! I am also very happy for Helena and Demetrius, as they are getting married also! The four of us will celebrate at the Duke's Wedding, and get to see a lovely play performed by some workers and fairies! Everything seems perfect, and I'm sure things will only get better from now on! The wedding is now only hours away, and must I say, I can no longer wait! I will not be forbidden to marry my true love Lysander, due to the fact Demetrius is no longer in love with me, and my father can't stop him from loving Helena! It seems as if my life has just started! I wish my two friends Demetrius and Helena all the best at the start of their new lives!

My dear Lysander in love with Helena!?

Now, right before my eyes, i witness Lysander. He is speaking to Helena about his new love for her. Is this a joke? What would even make my beloved Lysander say such things! At the moment I am even more confused then I was several hours ago! Helena seems quite confused as well, and as I speak Demetrius confesses his love for her too! Maybe it is a joke and they are just poking fun of her? How dare they! She does not deserve to be treating in such a manner! The two of them are continuously arguing over who will get her, and must I say the seem to be doing a pretty good job. I can see the pure pain she is in right now, but as i try to comfort her and ask questions, she only gets angrier and thinks this evil idea was mine! Do they not realise what PAIN I'm in at the moment!? If Lysander was playing a joke on her, then why would he not tell me so? The fact that he won't even explain such things to me slowly tears my heart apart! What if the things he's saying happen to be true! How could he possibly not love me the day after we decide to marry! If so, dare he leave me for Helena! What if she's in this scheme and is trying to get at me for making it seem as if i stole Demetrius from her! Why can't things go back to the way they used to be?

There's no need for jealousy...

Helena told Demetrius about my plan to run off with Lysander and marry. Now they are following us into the forest, and all i have heard so far is her exposing her deep love for Demetrius. It sickens me just seeing the way he treats her! She is willing to do anything for his and yet he does not accept? They used to have a thing for each other, but everything is different now... he just doesn't understand. Can't he see that I am fully in love with Lysander!? Why waste his time chasing after something he will never have, when there's something perfect right in front of his eyes!
Lately Helena seems quite angry at me because of the fact Demetrius completely ignores her, and she thinks its my fault. Once again, I did not do anything wrong! I am trying to make things better, but they seem to be getting worse!
At the moment I am very much confused! This morning as I woke, I noticed Lysander was not where he was the night before; he had completely disappeared! Then later that day when I finally found him, things didn't seem right! He did not speak to me, and as I asked him what was wrong, he was completely oblivious to me! What is happening!?

I am to marry Demetrius?!

Today I found out by my father that i am to marry Demetrius! I can not do so as I am in love with my beloved Lysander! If I chose to disobey my father, I will either have to become a nun or be killed! I must say I would rather be killed than then have to marry that fool! He is very much in love with me despite my pure hatred towards him. Lysander and I have decided to run off and get married without my father knowing so. We have told our plans to my good friend Helena, and hopefully she doesn't mention this to Demetrius. Helena is madly in love with him, yet its like he doesn't even realise she exists! Things would be so much easier if he could just realise what a wonderful and beautiful person she is! If they were to marry, my father would no longer beg of me to marry Demetrius, and my wish to be with Lysander would come true! Now our friendship is slowly falling apart and she pities me because of the fact that Demetrius loves me and not her. None of this is my fault, I'm just being myself, and I don't even treat him well! Ive told him about my feelings, yet he continues to feel the same about me! I don't understand why he would love someone who doesn't even love him back! Helena is now becoming jealous due to this and its starting to concern me. If only Demetrius truly understood how she felt...